Friday, January 8, 2016





Trapped With the Alpha
By
Emily Minton
and
Julia Keith

For eight-hundred years, Isabel McKay has been trapped in her own personal prison. She is forced to watch the man she loves live his life as if she never existed. Pain, betrayal, and utter despair are her constant companions as she remains locked away.

Brody Balfour has spent the last eight-hundred years trapped in his legacy. He and his wolf both long for a mate, but he is beginning to wonder if it’s a lost cause. Loneliness, treachery, and possible failure are his constant companions as he endures in his birthright.

Finally able to leave her prison, she realizes she is trapped in her memories. She still loves Brody more than her next breath, but how can she forgive him for the things he has done? Jealousy and anger are her constant companions as she is haunted by her past imprisonment.

Finally able to fulfill his legacy after finding his mate, he realizes he is still trapped in a nightmare. He loves Izzy more than life itself, but how can he convince her of that after all of the things he has done? Denial and helplessness are his constant companions as his past and future collide.

Mature reader warning: Trapped With the Alpha is a full length erotic paranormal romance. If you don’t like over the top Alpha shifters with really big d*cks, sex-starved heroines who are addicted to their mates, and tons of explicitly hot sex, then this is not the book for you.



PROLOGUE

We are so so so excited to be able to share with you the first two chapters of Trapped With The Alpha!!!!  The book will officially go live in just one day, but for now satisfy yourself with a little sneak peak.

XOXO
Emily & Julia


Prologue
Orkney Islands, Scotland
June 20, 1215


He swung her petite body around to the music, her feet barely touching the ground. Just as he released her, she stepped away and smiled. It was a smile he knew so well, one that had his body filling with excitement. “What are you going to do, Pixie?”
She turned away from him, laughing, and began to run, her golden hair whipping around her face as the wind blew through the long tresses. All around them, the festivities continued on, the clan members dancing, drinking, and being merry. Everyone was celebrating the Summer Solstice, as only a proud Highland clan could. He tossed back his head and howled, letting his wolf out just a bit to enjoy the chase.
The two young lovers ran through the crowd hand in hand, the top of her head barely reaching his shoulders. The laughing, shouting, and music were at their peak for the evening, allowing their exit to go unnoticed. He reached her just as she arrived at the front of the castle. “I caught you, lass.”
“No, my gentle wolf, if you want me, you have to do better than that,” she said with a laugh, just before she pulled her hands from his and raced to the castle door. She was inside and heading toward the kitchen before he even stepped through the door. Her scent called to him, called to the animal within him, as he followed behind her. 
Up the backstairs she traipsed, allowing him only a glimpse of her green skirt as she reached the landing. He could catch her if he wanted, could be on her, in her right then. Instead, he slowed his pace just a bit and allowed his inner beast to enjoy the chase a little longer. By the time he reached the top of the stairs, his cock started to ache.
He rushed down the hall, eager to claim his prize, but she was nowhere in sight. Her scent filled the air, letting him know she was near, but with each empty room, his wolf eased closer to the edge. “Pixie? Come out, come out, wherever you are,” he sang with a chuckle.
A giggle grabbed his attention, and he turned just in time to see her heading up to the third floor. He reached her before she even had a chance to step on the landing, pulling her hand into his. They raced down the corridor, needing to get out of sight. Within moments of turning the corner and coming upon his chambers, he was on her, slamming her up against the wall.
“You know better than to run from me, my love,” he stated while pinning her hands above her head and licking down her throat.
“But, you so enjoy the chase,” she teased, trembling in his arms. She moaned as his tongue continued toward her chest, breath heaving out of her in anticipation of what was to come.
He ran his rough tongue over her covered nipple, causing it to plump with need. “Yes, but you know that chase must not go on too long, or my wolf will want to come out and play.”
“Just as you know that I cannot resist him any more than I can resist you. I love how worked up you get for me during the chase.” She panted. “I want you and your wolf desperate and aching for me, and the chase never fails to give me what I want.”
 He lifted his head up from her breast and growled. “You know I cannot control myself when you do that. I would never forgive myself if I were to get out of control with you.” He sighed, breaking away from her. “I could hurt you. My inner animal wouldn’t mean to, but it could happen.”
“That would never happen,” she said, trying to reach for him again.
 He backed away from her hand and shook his head. “It could, Pixie. I could kill you, and that would surely kill me, too.” He walked through his chamber, heading toward the bed, and heaved himself on top of the furs with a grunt.
 “Oh, come now. Don’t sulk,” she purred, climbing on top of him and grasping his handsomely rugged face between her hands. “You know I don’t truly believe you would ever hurt me. I apologize if I pushed you too far.” She leaned down and sucked on his bottom lip, causing a groan to slip from his parted mouth.
“I cannot risk harming you before we have even announced our upcoming marriage to the pack, before I have claimed you as mine,” he said with a smirk. “What would they think of me if I ravished you to death before I had even made you my wife, my mate in their eyes?”
“Good thing we will never have to find out, my love.” She slowly released his lips and, standing from the bed, loosened her skirts. As they pooled on the floor around her, he released another low growl and grabbed her, flipping her underneath him on the bed.
 He briefly raised himself off her to tear his own tunic from his chest. She sat up slowly, sliding her hands over his muscles, and smiled up at him. “The only way you can hurt me is by not loving me.”
“Nothing could stop me from loving you.” His mouth slammed down on hers, devouring her with his lips and tongue. His canines descended, biting down on her sweet mouth, his beast wanting a taste of its mate. He could never get enough of her taste, and neither could his other half. No matter how long they were together, no matter how many times they came together in such a way, it was never enough. They both knew in their souls, it would never be enough. 
They continued to undress each other in haste, desperate to touch one another. This was how it always was between them. Each time they came together, they were unable to control their urges. It was primal, their being together as destined mates.
 “Please” she begged, running her nails over the corded muscles of his back. “I cannot wait any longer.”
“You’re so needy for my cock already?” he asked as he licked and nipped down her body. “What if I am not ready to take you just yet? What if my wolf wants to play with you, like you played with him?”
Her back bowed off the bed in pleasure as he kissed along the top of her pubic bone. She moved her hands through his dark brown hair, pulling as she went. “Ah!” she cried as he licked up her soaking wet slit, circling her clit as he reached the top. Nipping on her nub, he looked up at her. “I love the taste of you, lass.”
 He devoured her as if he would never get enough, and in part, that was the truth. She was made for him, for both him and the wolf that lived within his soul. Every part of her called to him on a baser level, called to his beast. Her scent, her taste, and her cries of passion all made him into a starving man. In all his years, he had never felt this. He had never wanted a woman as much as he wanted his Pixie. She belonged to him completely—body, heart, and soul.
 At last, she came with a cry, and he continued to lap up every drop of her orgasm. When he was satisfied that he hadn’t missed a drop, he slowly slid up her body and slammed his mouth to hers. She devoured his lips, enjoying the taste of herself on his tongue. 
Although she had just come, she still wanted him, and was desperate for him to quench the thirst that only his cock could. “Please, take me.”
 He dug his hands into her hair and continued to ravage her mouth as he slid his cock up and down her dripping folds. He knew the longer he made her wait, the more frantic she would be for him. He loved nothing more than turning her into a begging mess of a woman. “You will take what I give you.”
 “Ugh,” she growled, fisting his dark locks in her hands. “Please, I beg of you, no more. I need you,” she cried out as she let go of his hair to dig her nails into his ass, pulling him toward her sopping wet entrance.
He slowly leaned back on his haunches while pinning her hands back above her head. Growling low in his throat, he was positive that his cock had never before been so hard. He stared into her eyes as a cocky grin spread across his face.
“Is this what you want, love?” he asked as he slipped just the tip between her tight folds.
“Yes!” she cried out, writhing below him. She needed to be impaled by his huge cock. She was positive she needed this now more than her next breath. She tried to lift her hips, anything to get him deeper inside of her, but he used his body to block her movements, drawing out the pleasure as long as he could abide. 
He slowly worked himself into her tight sheath, inch by inch, resisting every urge of his wolf half that wanted to slam deep into her depths. Instead, he controlled the animal inside, keeping his pace slow and gentle while nipping at her throat. 
Below him, she was nowhere near as in control, and she fought him to get the use of her hands back so that she could urge him on. “Harder,” she mewled, desperate for him to pound into her, as she knew he wanted to. “You know you don’t need to be so gentle with me. I am more than capable of taking everything you can give.”
He looked down upon his beautiful mate and shook his head. Instead of listening to his impatient little Pixie, he continued his slow, torturous assault upon her body. He loved when she got this worked up for him. There was nothing better than having his woman begging him for his cock.
Finally, she’d had enough of the torture, and decided to take things into her own hands. He forgot she knew exactly what would cause him to break. She knew the tricks to get him to crumble and give into their needs. As he moved down to attempt to ravish her mouth once more, she bit down on his lower lip until the coppery tang of his blood filled her mouth.
The creature within him roared, fighting to get out. He reared back, stunned by what she had done. She had always had a tendency to push him to the edge of his limits, but never had she become so aggressive to get him to snap his level of control. He looked down at her, his canines extending even further, and snarled. “Now you’ve done it.”
He thrust into her all the way to the hilt as she cried out from the feeling of being stretched. “Is that what you wanted? You were so ready to have my cock inside of you that you had to take matters into your own hands?” he asked as he drove his cock as deep inside of her as possible.
Her eyes rolled back in her head as she cried out with the force of her orgasm. “Yes!” she screamed. “More please. Please, give me more!”
He suddenly pulled out and flipped her onto her stomach, yanking her onto all fours and impaling her with his cock. He growled, along with his wolf, when he felt her juices dripping down his legs. His Pixie loved nothing more than for him to dominate her, and dominate her he would. Placing his hand between her shoulder blades, he pushed down until she was face down on the bed with her ass up in the air. He buried his other hand in the bountiful flesh of her ass, and continued his brutal torture on her pussy. 
She greedily pushed back onto him, desperate for more. “Yes. Please, more.”
“So greedy, my love,” he grunted into her ear, his other half fighting for dominance. “Do I not fill you enough? Are you not yet filled to the point of bursting?”
“Never,” she panted. “No matter how many times I have you inside me, it is never enough.”
He removed his hand from her ass, reaching around her to stroke her clit. At the pace with which they were going, he knew he wouldn’t last much longer. He could already feel his heavy sack pulling up toward his body with the urge to come.
As he circled her clit with his fingers, she threw her head back and came with a cry. Her pussy clenched his cock, pushing him towards the brink. He slid into her once more before letting out a ferocious roar, then reared back and struck her on the neck, sinking his teeth in deep to give her the mating bite she so desperately wanted. 
As he bit down on her flesh, she continued to orgasm around him until the point of no retreat when he could take no more. As her shudders slowed, his inner beast howled inside his mind, letting him know that he had once again claimed their mate. She would be theirs forever.
He relaxed his bite on her neck and reared back with the urge to come. Driving in one final time, he came with a growl, pouring his hot seed deep inside of her until he had no more left to give.
As he slowed his rhythm, allowing them both time to come down from their orgasmic high, she collapsed face first on the bed. He gently lowered himself to blanket her naked body, brushing her beautiful golden hair off her face and nuzzling his face into the crook of her neck.
She slowly opened her eyes and blinked, smiling with complete and utter contentment as he continued to nuzzle her neck. “I’m yours. I will always be yours.”
His eyes flickered, the beast half of him letting her know he was there, too. “You’re ours.”
“Yes, I am both of yours, the man and the wolf.” She ran her hand over his stubbled cheek and smiled. “That was amazing,” she continued on a sigh. “I must make you chase me more often.”
He slowly rose up off her with a chuckle. “Ah, my little vixen, you will never learn, will you?”
“Why on earth would I learn, if that is the punishment I receive?” she asked as she looked over her shoulder and winked.
He leaned forward and placed a gentle kiss on her lips. Rising further, he said, “I love you more than life, more than my next breath, but I’m fairly certain you will be the death of me.”
She smiled at him as she sat up and caressed his cheek. “Well, I guess it’s a good thing that, no matter where you go, whether it be death or not, I am bound to follow you.”
“Ah, yea, forever. No matter how much we torture each other, we can always count on that,” he replied with a laugh, reaching over to place a gentle kiss on her lips.
“I’ll be right back, my gentle wolf.” Pushing against his chest, she crawled from the bed. Not bothering to cover herself, she went behind the privacy screen. 
He let out a loud yawn as he waited for her, forcing his eyes to remain open. As the minutes ticked by, he rolled over in the bed and looked toward the screen, wondering what was taking her so long. “Are you coming back to bed, my heart? I’m tired, lass, but I’m fairly confident that I am ready to take you again if you tempt me,” he claimed with a smirk as he palmed his already hardening cock. Ah, now, that’s the joy of being part wolf, he thought.
As he lay there, gently stroking himself, she rounded the corner of the divider with a brilliant ruby red robe made of the finest silks barely hanging onto her shoulders—a gift he had given her the night he made her his own. 
She stopped a few paces away and looked upon him with eyes glossing over with desire. “What makes you think I’m in need of you again so soon?” she quipped, nibbling on her bottom lip.
“Yes, don’t try to pretend you’re not as desperate for me as I always am for you,” he stated, fisting his hand around his hard length. “Come, love. You know you want to hop onto my cock and allow me to ravish you once more.”
She continued across the room at a leisurely pace, hoping to irritate the animal within him. When she came to stand at the foot of the bed, she stopped and allowed her eyes to roam over his gorgeously muscled body. “You’re right. I’m always ready for you.”
“Well, come now, then. Don’t make me get up and chase you again,” he said with a growl. 
Instead of coming to him, she continued to stand at the foot of the bed. He started to sit up, wondering what type of game she was playing, when he noticed the sheen in her eyes was no longer a look of desire but a look of horror.
“What,” he barked, a chill prickling his skin. “What is it, my love?”
Her lips parted as if to respond to his question, but no sound came out. Suddenly, she began shaking her head back and forth, the look of horror upon her beautiful face growing more severe by the second. 
He lunged forward, clambering across the bed to reach her, frantic to get that look off her face and just make her move. Moving to the end of the bed in seconds, he reached out to drag her to him. Instead of grasping her soft skin, he slammed up against an invisible barrier of some sort.
“No!” he roared, pounding his hands upon whatever it was that kept her from him. He allowed his wolf to partially take over, his claws bursting forth from his fingertips. He struck out with everything in him, gouging at the barrier, desperate to get to her. Wild with panic and on the very verge of falling apart altogether, he let out a loud roar, realizing that even his claws could not break the barrier. “What sort of witchcraft is this?”
All of a sudden, he caught a glimpse of movement out of the corner of his eye, and stopped his wild attempts to reach her, panting for breath from his panic and rage. His warrior training kicked in, and he went for his sword. As soon as it was in his hand, he searched the room. Nothing else was there, however, only his Pixie. 
She was standing on the other side of this mysterious barrier, with her hands reaching out, palms flat, as if they were resting on a pane of glass. She looked up at him with tears in her eyes, and mouthed the words, “I love you.”
He slammed his hands to the barrier, on top of where hers should be, but instead of feeling her silky soft flesh, he felt nothing but ice-cold hardness. “No, no, no!” he roared, shaking his head in denial as tears built in his eyes. “No, Pixie, you hold on. I will get you. I will get you out of there, my love.”
She continued to stand there with her hands up, palm to palm with him through the invisible barrier. The tears that appeared to be silent from his end were now pouring down her beautiful face. She slowly started to shake her head no, and as she shook from side to side, her silken hair swinging around her shoulders, she began to fade. She faded to nothing right before his very eyes, slowly at first, then faster and faster. Unable to react, unable to attempt to free her, he stood there, frozen in utter horror. A sob built up in his throat, and as he tried to resist the urge to let it loose, he blinked. When he opened his eyes, she was gone.
He reached out, wanting to fight the witchcraft that held her prisoner. Instead of hitting the wall that was her prison only a moment before, he stumbled through and crashed to his knees, his palms slapping against the stone floor. His hands moved across the floor as he searched for her, but alas, they came up empty. 
He knew he should call his warriors to his side, but he could not force himself to leave the room and possibly miss the chance of finding his mate.  He searched his chamber for what felt like hours, but there was nothing to be found. Finally, he had to admit his mate was gone, having vanished before his very eyes. He slowly sat back on his haunches, bringing his fist up to his mouth to stifle the agonizing sobs trying to break free.
In a fit of fury, he stood and grabbed the closest thing within reach. The wooden chest sailed across the room as he whipped it with all his might. Before it had even landed, he moved to the next object, hurling it across the room in his fury. 
Within minutes, the room was completely and utterly destroyed, just like his heart. He stopped his savage rampage, looking wildly around the room before collapsing to the floor. He laid there, still naked as the day he was born, grasping at his deep brown hair, pulling at it with desperation and pain.
Suddenly, he rocketed up to his knees, threw his head back, and screamed. He felt as if his soul was being torn from his body, the loss of his mate leaving him utterly broken. He screamed with everything he was worth until his screams became those of howls as he freed the creature from within. The beast’s pained howls continued on for what seemed like forever, alerting the clan still down below at the festivities to the pain-filled cries of their pack mate.
Before his wolf was even able to gasp for breath and release another howl, he shifted back. Blackness tightened in on him, bringing on a magic-induced sleep. Fighting to remain conscious, he laid there, determined to keep his eyes open.
Just as the darkness overtook him, he could swear he heard a woman whispering in his ear. Through his pain and bewilderment, it sounded like she was saying, “You may have won the war, but this battle, this battle is mine.” As the last of the whispers quieted, he tiredly gave in and closed his amber hued eyes. 
After his servant shouted for help, the pack Alpha ran into his son’s chamber in a state of panic. He stumbled over the remains of a wooden chest, as he stepped next to the bed. Only then did he see his son in a state of what appeared to be deep sleep upon the floor. 
They would never find out what happened that fateful night, or what rage caused him to destroy his chamber. Instead, when he awoke the next day, it was as if he was waking from a drunken stupor. In fact, many members of the clan suffered the same. No one quite remembered what had happened the night before, even the Alpha himself.
The Alpha questioned many of his men, including his son. Each stared back at him with a blank look on their face, unsure of what had taken place the night before. After much contemplation, the Alpha declared that the ale drank during the celebration must have been tainted. Any that remained was ordered destroyed, and the incident was never to be spoken of again.

As for his son, he assumed he had retreated to his bed after a night of too much ale during the summer solstice festivities. He was sure he had come up alone and passed out after a long day. Still, there was a tingling in the back of his brain, as if he were missing something, something of vital importance—something that caused his beast to howl from within. But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t remember what it was.

Chapter One

Luna Rock, Minnesota
June 3rd, 2015
Brody

As my Pixie walked toward me, her long blonde hair seemed nearly silver in the moonlight, the beautiful waves swaying side to side with each step. “I’m yours, Brody.”
My lips started to turn up in a rakish grin, just before the sound of laughter reached my ears. A chill raced up my spine, a feeling of foreboding filling my soul. As quickly as possible, I rolled from my bed and grabbed the great sword. “No,” I shout, but it’s already too late. 
My Pixie was fading. All that was left of her was her ghostly figure, tears streaming down her face. “Remember me, Brody. Remember me.”
A pounding on the door brings me out of my dream, causing me to jump from the bed and grab the sword that still rests beside it. This same sword has been at my side since the day my father gave it to me. As soon as my hand touches the cool metal, I’m brought back to reality. My Pixie is gone. No, she’s not even real. 
Placing my sword back in its resting spot, I sit down on the bed and pull in a deep breath. Just as I’m regaining my breath, a hand touches my back. My wolf immediately goes on alert, and I twirl around, nearly jerking the arm off the person who dared touch me. “What are you doing in my bed?”
The redhead I met at the bar last night lets out a pitiful little squeak. “You brought me here… last night. Don’t you remember how hot we were together?”
I must have been drunker than I thought. I never let my one-night stands stay the night. I fuck them and then send them on their way. It doesn’t matter to them anyway.  They don’t give a damn if it’s me or not.  They all just want a piece of the Balfour pack.
These bitches may not know what I am—none of them would ever guess that I’m a shifter—but they know there’s something different about me and the other Balfour men. They hang around the pack bar, The Den, just waiting for one us to choose them for the night. Something dark in us must catch their attention, and they want a taste of the dark. The only taste they’ll ever get with me is a bit of dick, but that seems to be enough to keep them happy. Being a wolf has its perks, and the women seem to appreciate them.    
Letting go of her arm, I open my mouth just enough to let her get a glimpse of my canines. “I was done with you within minutes of getting your ass in my bed. You all know the rules. Once I’m done, you’re gone.”
She immediately rolls from the bed and grabs her dress from the floor. Without even bothering to put on her bra or panties, she shimmies her fake ass plastic body into the dress and heads for the door. As she opens it, she looks back at me. “I’ll be at The Den tonight, if you want me again.”
How desperate does this bitch think I am? I can happily get any pussy I want. Going for repeats is not something I tend to do… ever. “Yeah, right.”
My cousin, Knox, steps in as she’s walking out. A cocky grin is plastered on his face as he says, “Guess we’re hanging at The Den tonight?”
“No,” I growl out as let my chin drop to my chest. Closing my eyes, I think back to my dream. It’s the same dream, or at least a variation of it, that I’ve been having for hundreds of years. 
In the beginning, it would just be the sounds a woman’s laughter. Something about that laughter always made my entire body coil for a fight. Then there would be the sound of a woman’s lyrical voice saying my name. Just the sound of her voice created an intense yearning within me unlike anything I have ever experienced before. For years, I heard her but never caught a glimpse of her. Still, I knew she was important to me. She was a part of me, and without her, I’d never be whole. Don’t ask me how I knew, I just did. It was always this feeling I had that went deep, all the way to the very core of who I am.
Finally, a few months ago, I saw her face. The face of an angel haunted me, both in my sleep and my waking hours alike. Then, I dreamed of having her under me, being inside her, claiming her. Never in my life have I felt such pleasure as I have when dreaming of her. If I were to explain it to any other guy, they would look at me like I had grown a pussy. That being said, a week ago, everything changed, when the evil laughter got louder and my Pixie started to fade away. Even though my dreams are more frequent, my time with her is limited to watching her fade from my sight, causing me to become more and more desperate to be able to get her to stay. Every time I watch her fade, it’s like someone is tearing my heart from my chest, and each time the feeling is worse than the last.
“Her again, huh?”
My head jerks up, and my eyes lock onto Knox’s. “What?”
Without answering, he bends over and grabs the redhead’s lace panties. He brings them to his face and snarls before tossing them toward the trash can. “Could you not pick a woman who hasn’t been used by every member of the pack? Fuck, dude that is just nasty.”
Ignoring his question, I get back to my own. “Her, who?”
He walks to the wall and leans one hip against it. “Your dream woman, the woman who’s turning you into a beast. We know you’re Alpha, and we expect you to snarl, but you damn near tore Caleb’s throat out yesterday for no reason at all.”
The taste of my brother’s blood still lingers on my tongue, but I can’t seem to find even an ounce of guilt in my body. “The little bastard should have kept his mouth shut. You know he deserved it.”
Knox lets out a chuckle, but I can hear a bit of a snarl in it. “Brody, all he did was ask when you were going to find your mate, something you’ve been asked a million times.”
Meeting his eyes again, I let my canines drop down. “Yeah, but it was the million and one time that got on my nerves.”
The longer my dreams last, the less control I have over the creature within me. He emerges with a ferocious rage I am unable to tamper, and then he disappears. There are days I can hardly feel my wolf at all. The once powerful beast inside me has become almost dormant. The only time I can feel him is when I’m in a rage. In these quiet moments though? It's like he is a shadow of what he once was.
My beta pushes off the wall and walks to the dresser. Picking up a half-empty bottle of Single Malt, he brings it to his lips and takes a long drink, letting out a satisfied breath. “Uisce beatha. Nothing quite like good whiskey in the morning.”
I raise my hand to him. A second later, it’s holding the bottle, and then the fiery liquid is streaming down my throat. Setting the bottle on the table, I look over to him. “I can’t get her out of my head. She means something to me, something important. I just don’t know what yet. I swear it’s driving me insane.”
Knox stares at me for a second before finally looking toward the window. “Maybe it’s some kind of mate thing. Maybe you’re dreaming of her so you’ll know her when you meet.”
“No,” I reply automatically, sure that I’m right. “There’s more to it. There’s danger. I can feel it to my bones.”
“What kind of danger?” he asks, finally bringing his gaze back to mine. 
“I’m not sure, but there’s something or someone hurting her. Don’t ask me how I know, I just do. Something or someone is taking her away from me.” I know what I feel but have no idea how to explain it. After centuries of being a warrior, I know when danger is stalking me or one of mine. “She needs me. I have to protect her.”
“It’s hard to protect a dream, Brody. As far as you know, this chick doesn’t even exist outside of your own head. Right now, you have to be thinking of the pack.” He takes in a deep breath, and I know he’s about to lay into me. 
At this moment, I just don’t have the energy for it. “I know what I have to do. You don’t need to remind me.”
“As your beta, I have to remind you. You’re our alpha. Colin is making plans. The rogues are coming after us.”
Colin was once a trusted friend, a member of our clan, and part of our pack. In 1803, his mate died in a fire at Castle Balfour. After her death, he changed. My once trusted friend became more of a stranger. He completed his duty and nothing more. 
“That’s not gonna happen,” I growl out, letting him see my anger. 
Knox doesn’t back down. “It will if we don’t do something. Colin isn’t just going to go away.”
When I decided to move the pack to America, Colin and a few of his followers decided to stay behind. When they left Scotland, they never rejoined us, instead choosing a home of their own not far from us. As time passed, they formed their own pack, pulling in outcasts from other packs. Colin is their Alpha, and they follow him blindly. 
“I’ll deal with him,” I say, rubbing my temples.
We live near each other, though we hadn’t seen much of the other pack for years. Suddenly, everything changed. One of his pack attacked a mate to one of my pack members. I killed the bastard, and that led to more problems. Colin wants to retaliate for his man’s death, but he hasn’t made his move yet. I know he will have to be dealt with eventually, but I haven’t quite figured out what I want to do yet. 
Knox shakes his head. “If you don’t get off your ass, it’s going to be too late. You’re going to be dead, and we’re all gonna go down with your ass.”
“Fuck you!” I shout with a growl, jumping from the bed, my wolf finally emerging. “I will never let Colin or his pack get close to my people. You should know that.”
“If you don’t forget your dream lover, they’ll be here and you won’t even know it!” he shouts back, showing his teeth. Without another word, he turns around and walks out of the room. 

It takes every bit of willpower I have not to allow my other half to take over, chase him down, and tear out his throat. Instead, I walk over to the wall, place a hand against it, and draw in a deep breath. Letting out the breath, I ask my phantom pixie a question. “How can I be alpha and protect my pack, when I’m hollow inside?”